I've lost my partner in life, partner in crime, my partner in everything in my life. The father of my children who was a terrific Dad most of the time. Not saying he was perfect because he wasn't mostly because of his illness. He was hard to live with when his illness got worse. Luckily for all you missed the bad times, it wasn't pretty. He had so many ups and downs but maintained his character. He was a sweet loving husband to me and he would be so hurt when he came out of his bad times & he had a hard time believing he had done many things. Then the depression would set in but through out it all he would come back to the sweet man I married. When I'd have to pick him up from the psych. ward it would break my heart to see how hurt he would be. But he was a strong man and shall be missed until the day I die & and longer. He was a sweet sensitive man, that's the man I married.
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