Can’t believe it will be 19 years Jarod .... sooo much has happened that I wish I could share with you !! I miss you more and more ... I wonder what you would be doing ... how many kids you would have ...I can’t stand that we only had you for 24 years ... wish we had 24 more and then 24 more !! Please come and see me in my dreams buddy ... this month kills me !!! I will NEVER get over losing you !!! I love you more !! 💛💛💛🍋🍋🍋🌻🌻🌻😇😇😇

Well Jarod..it has been fifteen years since you came to talk to me that night....we talked for hours and made plans to go to the movies that week....I just wish I could go back and hold onto you and never ever let you go....my heart is broken......nothing else could ever make me feel as bad as I do since you left.....so many people have been grieving for you....but my heart has a hole that no one else can ever fill...I miss you everyday Jarod...every minute of the day....I think of you and what you would be doing....my heart aches for you honey....I wish....I wish...you could come back to me......please come see me in my dreams !!! I miss you Jarod and love you more than words could ever say !!!!

My Jarod......well....all this month..leading up to May 29th....is filled with memories of you and sadness and grief that you are gone.....this is the 15 year anniversary and the pain is still as fresh and tormenting as the day you left me.....my heart has a hole that no one else could ever fill....and I think about you every minute of every day....my days are full of caring for Scarlett now..you would have loved holding her as you did with Damian....you have three namesakes now....Zachary Jarod....( who looks sooo much like you...I find myself staring at his face and wishing you could be here to see how handsome he is..and sooo smart like you.....)... Then there is Luke Jarod...another handsome dude and thenNicholas Jarod....so many honors to how much you were loved....I can only have faith that I will see you again my angel...and then.....oh the joy !!! I miss you so much Jarod..and I love you more than words could ever say !!! Love....your Momsy

Just got a wonderful message from a classmate from Cheverus School...you are soo missed and loved Jarod..not a day goes by that I dont think of you and miss you and love you....i pray that you will come see me in my dreams...its been awhile and I want to see your smile again...love Momsy

Hello my angel.....tomorrow will be the 14 th year since you left us....and the pain is still as fresh. And painful....and horrible.....i wish i could bring you back..for sooo many people....?and if i could trade places with you...i gladly would....You left us too soon.....my heart will always ache with the pain of losing you and there will always be a hole in my heart that no one else can fill !!! Please..come see me in my dreams my angel....and until we meet again...remember...I love you bunches!! Love MOMSY

Thank you for coming to see me in my dream the other night....you looked sooo hamdsome and young..and i got to hug you !! It felt soooo real!! I miss you so much buddy.....i wish i could turn back time and have you back...i love you sooo much Jarod....i wish you were here to hold amd love Scarlett like you did with Damian..but she will grow up knowing all about her uncle Jarod....Please come see me again....you made me smile !!

Xoxo gone but not forgotten! We know you are watching down and smiling as you see Shannon. Shannon will grow up knowing all about her Uncle Jarod. Xo

My Jarod.... May 29 th the saddest day of my life !!! I miss you so much!! I would give my life to have you back! Just so i wouldn't see the sadness in the eyes of jason , jennifer, every single one of your family and friends!! We all miss you... Love you... And will remember you ALWAYS !! Love momsy

My Jarod..I miss you sooo much !! Please come home!! Please come see me in my dreams!!! I love you more than words could ever say!! Love Momsy

Hello my sweet angel....not a day goes by...not a minute of the day...that I am not thinking of you..and your beautiful smile...handsome face and crazy hysterical laugh...I miss you Jarod...much more than words could ever say....and I love you even more!!! Love Momsy